February 2011
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Who will rescue me from this body of death?
This past weekend I spent my time in Greenville, which is possibly my favorite city in the entire world now that I’ve freed myself from all of my memories of adolescence. I can’t seem to stay away.
Today I left Clemson around 3:30pm with the intention to head over to a church/after-school program in order to learn more about becoming a mentor for underprivileged youth. As I traveled...
January 2011
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destruction is habitual
Notes from 17/18. The following are a collection of random things i found in my journals from junior and senior year of high school. this paragraph does a good job at representing my last two years at lhs.
does it take more effort to know god or to reject him? i am not the instrument of some divine concert. i was not granted the gift of faith. i serve those that suffer. unstable, you may be -...
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our memories depend on a faulty camera in our...
there’s no comfort in the waiting room, just nervous paces bracing for bad news. then the nurse comes around and everyone lifts their head but i’m thinking of what Sarah said, that “love is watching someone die.” so who’s going to watch you die?
The Director is trying hard to be funny, but no one is laughing. You’re just staring at the screen thinking,...
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So be it. Evoke the forms. Where you've nothing...
then he just knelt in the ashes. he raised his face to the paling day. are You there? he whispered. will i see You at the last? have You a neck by which to throttle You? have You a heart? damn You eternally, have You a soul? Oh God, he whispered, Oh God.
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a return to the Brobdingnagian God Endeavor
okay, so in an attempt to answer all questions i am compiling a list of religious “triggers” that will allow me to dig through these questions. these are excepts/quotes from just some old ramblings and things i collected from when i was 16. from this day on i will probably be using this tumblr as just a method for recording some thoughts about religion, god, etc, so if you’re...